14/10/11

do you ever know the feeling when you loved someone for so long then suddenly they became yours?
ever known the feeling when you're too scared that someone would took them away from you?
even known the feeling when you missed them so much till you cry yourself to sleep?
the feeling when sometimes you guys got into a fight but still love each other so much?

that's the feeling i have. the feeling i'm dealing with right now.
feels so great, well sometimes it hurt when we got into a fight. but just having him by my side every single time, omona! can't let him go away.

ever known the feeling you have someone as crazy as you are?
someone who always make you smile?
someone who hold you tight when you cry?
someone who kiss and hugs you in front of his and your friends?
and you both feel like you can't be separated?

trust me, feel good :')

14/04/11

I'm just curious. Curious with everything you do
I'm curious with your life, what cha' doin where ya' going..
I might got jealous so easily
I might got stingy sometimes
I might be annoying sometimes
I can't stop asking. Can't stop ask "why? with who? where? have u eat?" etc..
it's because I care.
I can't stop texting you or stop talking to you it's because i miss you, and i just want to talk with you

07/01/11

I don't know what's wrong. But I feel something's different about us
When you call, I only say hello. When I call, you never pick up.
Trying to let go something. But I don't even know what is that "something".
Someone blocking our love. And I wonder who it is.

You promise me something, but sometimes.. You never deliver it. Sometimes.. You won't care about what have I told you. Sometimes.. I feel like I'm nothing for you.
And now, things between us is going worse.
I don't know why. I don't know how. I don't even know what to do.
I wish I can turn back time, when we first being in a relationship. I wish I can turn back time when we had our very first kiss. I wish I can turn back time when we first met..
I wish I can turn back time for everything. To change my life. To change yours. To change ours.

Sometimes.. I'm thinking that I'm not the only who's with you.
Sometimes.. I'm feeling like there's "another".
Sometimes.. I just want to let go, but I just don't want to.
Sometimes.. Everything changes in a sec' then go back like usual.
Sometimes.. I don't even want to be here with you.

But. No matter what, I promise.. I'll never leave you :)